The past few weeks had been a painful yet liberating period for me.

I struggle hard to forget the thing that had been bothering me all this time, the yearning for something that would never be achieved in the short term.

Along the process, I found myself pushing a heavy boulder uphill. It was difficult to let go of something when your heart doesn’t really want to. Just like you want to erase a carving on a solid rock. It’s possible as time goes by, but it’s detrimental to the rock itself. Or you want to remove a nail buried deep in a plank, at the end of the day you succeed to, but what you will have in your hand is a chunk of wood full of holes and rough surfaces here and there. That is why; you really need to think a lot first before carving something on the rock or hitting the nail into the wood because the repercussions is huge and will affect you for the rest of your life.

During this period, I receive my revelations. I started to see the reason why the feelings keep on attached to me.  Being a teenager or to be more precise, a Muslim teenager in today’s world is not a path full of roses and fragrance. Every day in our life, we are exposed to the lifestyles and things that are not ours in the first place. Yet, we are told that it is BAD and we are NOT to follow it.

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I am not a big fan of Apple , nor do I own some i-Thingies but the death of Steve Jobs kinda open my eyes. His words and speeches was less known until he is dead. And you know what? They are priceless.

It just show how much what Syeikh Muhammad Abduh (a prominent Islamic scholar and founder of Pan-Islamism or Gerakan Islah) once said is true :

"I went to the West and saw Islam, but no Muslims; I got back to the East and saw Muslims, but not Islam"

 I'm not saying that Steve Jobs is THE model that we should look upon too, nor did I say that he's better than other our OWN scholars and prominent figures, but all I'm asking that we contemplate his famous quotes and thoughts and take lesson from it.

Nikah Khitbah Satu Solusi

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Did you remember?

The times when you have trouble and you believe that your future is hopeless.
The times when you felt so stressed because of the examinations and all you see is a dark road lying in front of you.
The times when you felt so down because you feel that other people are better than you and get something better than what you have.
The times when you felt so inferior to everyone else in the room .
The times when you sat down and stares to the sky and said to yourself , "what happened to me? "
The times when you cried cause' you feel that the world is being harsh to you?

Mungkin tajuk agak panas. That's what we called marketing strategy. ^^.


Obedient Wives Club ? Apa tu?


Mungkin ada yang bertanya sebegini.Atau mungkin ramai yang sudah tahu mengenai isu ini. Maklumlah, dengan bercambahnya laman-laman sosial, maklumat terbang sepantas kilat, tak sampai sejam , dah tersebar sesuatu berita. Tiba-tiba teringat teks daripada novel "The Pearl" yang menjadi bahan kajian sewaktu di tingkatan 5 dahulu (ceyh,macam dah lame dah), "The news spread faster among the citizens faster than young kids can run and tell their mothers". Ok fine.Enough with the crappy talk.



Untuk sesiapa yang masih belum mengetahui, Obedient Wives Club atau Kelab Isteri Setia adalah satu kelab wanita yang ditubuhkan oleh Global Ikhwan untuk menggalakkan wanita khususnya isteri untuk meningkatkan taraf layanan terhadap suami khususnya dalam HUBUNGAN SEKS sebagai satu CARA untuk mengurangkan social illness seperti perceraian dan berlakunya maksiat dan zina.