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Showing posts with label Teen and Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Teen and Love. Show all posts
[Nota 1: Entri ini dikhususkan untuk adik-adik lepasan SPM. Tetapi banyak point-point yang boleh dihadam dan di'relate' kepada sesiapa sahaja yang berkenaan]
[Nota 2 : Lepasan SPM ini juga dikhususkan lagi kepada bekas-bekas pelajar Kolej Kelang (atau KKJ) atau sesiapa sahaja yang telah menerima mutiara . Mungkin ada beberapa perkara yang sukar difahami oleh orang yang berada di luar lingkungan ini. But rest assured, banyak yang boleh difikirkan]
Gembira. Lega. Puas. Berdebar. Tak terkata dan terbilang perkataan yang boleh menggambarkan perasaan ketika ini. Well, selepas 10,11 tahun bergelumang dalam zaman persekolahan yang banyak memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan, akhirnya adik-adik berjaya mengharunginya. Jika adik-adik lihat balik, dulu pernah tak adik-adik terasa “bilalah nak abes zaman sekolah ni? “ , atau “lambatnye jadi orang dewasa! “ , atau “weh , x sabar weh nak kawen!!” :p . Dan sekarang, here you are, relieved and not knowing what to do for the next 5 months (minus 3 for PLKN-nians . hehs) . It’s a part of a bigger plan.
Ok , sekarang saya tak ingin bercakap pasal cara mengisi masa dengan baik atau cara memanfaatkan masa dengan sepenuhnya, yada yada becoz I know that anda semua tak kan ikut pun. *talking based on experience* . You know, the “takpe,sehari lagi, esok aku start ___________” syndrome.
[Nota 2 : Lepasan SPM ini juga dikhususkan lagi kepada bekas-bekas pelajar Kolej Kelang (atau KKJ) atau sesiapa sahaja yang telah menerima mutiara . Mungkin ada beberapa perkara yang sukar difahami oleh orang yang berada di luar lingkungan ini. But rest assured, banyak yang boleh difikirkan]
Gembira. Lega. Puas. Berdebar. Tak terkata dan terbilang perkataan yang boleh menggambarkan perasaan ketika ini. Well, selepas 10,11 tahun bergelumang dalam zaman persekolahan yang banyak memerlukan kesabaran dan ketabahan, akhirnya adik-adik berjaya mengharunginya. Jika adik-adik lihat balik, dulu pernah tak adik-adik terasa “bilalah nak abes zaman sekolah ni? “ , atau “lambatnye jadi orang dewasa! “ , atau “weh , x sabar weh nak kawen!!” :p . Dan sekarang, here you are, relieved and not knowing what to do for the next 5 months (minus 3 for PLKN-nians . hehs) . It’s a part of a bigger plan.
Ok , sekarang saya tak ingin bercakap pasal cara mengisi masa dengan baik atau cara memanfaatkan masa dengan sepenuhnya, yada yada becoz I know that anda semua tak kan ikut pun. *talking based on experience* . You know, the “takpe,sehari lagi, esok aku start ___________” syndrome.
But , I’m going to rant on a not-so-important but pretty much damaging topic to post-spmmers. Soal hati dan perasaan. Jeng jeng jeng. *it’s tajdidweneed okay, of course la tema kene same* . Sesiapa yang tak paham sila ignore.
ADOII, PASAL NI LAGI!!
Kenapa soal hati dan perasaan?
ADOII, PASAL NI LAGI!!
Kenapa soal hati dan perasaan?
The past few weeks had been a painful yet liberating period for me.
I struggle hard to forget the thing that had been bothering me all this time, the yearning for something that would never be achieved in the short term.
Along the process, I found myself pushing a heavy boulder uphill. It was difficult to let go of something when your heart doesn’t really want to. Just like you want to erase a carving on a solid rock. It’s possible as time goes by, but it’s detrimental to the rock itself. Or you want to remove a nail buried deep in a plank, at the end of the day you succeed to, but what you will have in your hand is a chunk of wood full of holes and rough surfaces here and there. That is why; you really need to think a lot first before carving something on the rock or hitting the nail into the wood because the repercussions is huge and will affect you for the rest of your life.
Along the process, I found myself pushing a heavy boulder uphill. It was difficult to let go of something when your heart doesn’t really want to. Just like you want to erase a carving on a solid rock. It’s possible as time goes by, but it’s detrimental to the rock itself. Or you want to remove a nail buried deep in a plank, at the end of the day you succeed to, but what you will have in your hand is a chunk of wood full of holes and rough surfaces here and there. That is why; you really need to think a lot first before carving something on the rock or hitting the nail into the wood because the repercussions is huge and will affect you for the rest of your life.
During this period, I receive my revelations. I started to see the reason why the feelings keep on attached to me. Being a teenager or to be more precise, a Muslim teenager in today’s world is not a path full of roses and fragrance. Every day in our life, we are exposed to the lifestyles and things that are not ours in the first place. Yet, we are told that it is BAD and we are NOT to follow it.
Letih. Lesu.
Sangat letih menjawab pelbagai persoalan yang menerjah ketenangan dan menerkam jiwa.
Tidak sangka bahawa alam virtual juga boleh memberi kesan yang besar dalam kehidupan sebenar. Dan blog ini telah mengharu-birukan hidup semenjak dua menjak ini. Niat sebenar memang tak mahu menulis entri ini, tapi, there is a line that need to be drawn.
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It was a dark and chilling night. The howling of the dogs echoed throughout the streets. Black grotesque clouds start to from in the pitch dark night skies. Torrential rains started to pour down on Mother Earth, giving life back to the wilting floras, punished by the long spanning of the drought. In a room of a house at the end of the neighbourhood, something weird is happening. Sounds of a heated discussion made the crickets music seemed so minor. A bright flash of light shine through the sleek glass window.
F1 : What's wrong with you , bro? You looked really weird nowadays.Are you in a problem?
F2 : Umm .. kinda.
F1 : Hey, come on bro, tell me about it. Who's her?
OK. This is maybe the hottest topic in the teenagers world. Love. A phenomenon triggered by the adequate level of hormones such as testosterone, estrogen, dopamine, norepinephrine, serotonin, oxytocin, and vasopressin in our brain. Testosterone is responsible for sexual behaviour,while Dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin is for the early phase of attraction, and lastly Oxytocin and vasopressin is linked to bonding and creation of long term relationship.
But we know that these scientific facts had a long way to go before they can define love properly.As John Bancroft, emeritus director of the Kinsey Institute in Bloomington, Ind said : "We have only a very limited understanding of what romance is in a scientific sense,"
It's a very subjective matter. And one thing we know is that it can hit
anybody,whether we want it or not.Once we're in love,the world changed,sleep and food seems very insignificant, the images of the person is anywhere, and we can't get it out of our mind.And I myself had alot of experiences being hit by the arrow of cupid.
But we know that these scientific facts had a long way to go before they can define love properly.As John Bancroft, emeritus director of the Kinsey Institute in Bloomington, Ind said : "We have only a very limited understanding of what romance is in a scientific sense,"
It's a very subjective matter. And one thing we know is that it can hit
anybody,whether we want it or not.Once we're in love,the world changed,sleep and food seems very insignificant, the images of the person is anywhere, and we can't get it out of our mind.And I myself had alot of experiences being hit by the arrow of cupid.
Assalamualaikum w.b.t dan Salam Pembaharuan.
Penulis yakin dan percaya anda semua pernah melalui salah satu atau lebih daripada situasi berikut:
SITUASI 1
Di Laman Sosial seperti FB, :
- Seseorang mengepost gambar menunjukkannya bersama pasangannya tanpa ikatan perkahwinan yang sah keluar "dating" dan menayang posing2 mesra mereka berdua. Di bawahnya, sekumpulan manusia sibuk menulis komen memuji-muji " sweetness" pasangan tersebut.: bagai pinang dibelah dua..,waa..sweetnye, semoga berbahagia la..haha,. Bangga menyelubungi.
- Status ditulis. Berkisar tentang dirinya yang baru putus cinta. Di bawahnya juga sekumpulan manusia memberi kata-kata semangat. Kononnya, kumbang bukan seekor,bunga bukan sekuntum."Open up urself,there will be other person that will care for you better than him."
- Gambar lagi. Namun yang berbezanya kali ini bukan berdua. Segenap daerah tubuh yang menggiurkan ditayang tanpa rasa malu, bertudung,tidak bertudung, apa sahaja. Pelbagai kata berbaur kekaguman dan pujian berselirat di ruangan komentar.
Penulis yakin dan percaya anda semua pernah melalui salah satu atau lebih daripada situasi berikut:
SITUASI 1
Di Laman Sosial seperti FB, :
- Seseorang mengepost gambar menunjukkannya bersama pasangannya tanpa ikatan perkahwinan yang sah keluar "dating" dan menayang posing2 mesra mereka berdua. Di bawahnya, sekumpulan manusia sibuk menulis komen memuji-muji " sweetness" pasangan tersebut.: bagai pinang dibelah dua..,waa..sweetnye, semoga berbahagia la..haha,. Bangga menyelubungi.
- Status ditulis. Berkisar tentang dirinya yang baru putus cinta. Di bawahnya juga sekumpulan manusia memberi kata-kata semangat. Kononnya, kumbang bukan seekor,bunga bukan sekuntum."Open up urself,there will be other person that will care for you better than him."
- Gambar lagi. Namun yang berbezanya kali ini bukan berdua. Segenap daerah tubuh yang menggiurkan ditayang tanpa rasa malu, bertudung,tidak bertudung, apa sahaja. Pelbagai kata berbaur kekaguman dan pujian berselirat di ruangan komentar.
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